Wonderland.

Sometimes I believe I live in a different reality to everyone else. I see things differently, think about things differently, and do things very differently.

I get sudden life changing realisations from songs. I fall in love with people in books. I sometimes feel like I know people in books. I cry at books when someone dies because it feels so real to me.

I completely break down at the most random times. I don't dwell on things that still scare the living shit out of me. I think about how I have had amazing memories, but worry I may never have them again. I cry at Disney movies because I get happy memories. I have to think twice about whether I'm dreaming sometimes. I'm able to remember the most trivial things, but forget important things.

Most importantly, I'm able to live in a world where you're still the way you were. I still live in a world where you still love me the way you did. I live in my head, I live in my head because I know it's safe. I know the only thing that can hurt me in there is me. And I know exactly how not to hurt myself in there.