I wonder if I come on too strong.. I wonder if I do do that, if it makes people shy away... Or that it turns them off or something. If I do, how do I know? How do I stop that? Cause I'm pretty sure it will scare people away, people I'd prefer to keep in my life, rather then lose them. So how do I be more relaxed about things? About liking people?
Sometimes I think there's is something very wrong with me. My life isn't overly bad, yet I get desperately depressed sometimes. I don't even know what would set if off for me either. Maybe I'll figure it out if I think about it more? Or maybe I'll just get even more out of control. I dunno anymore. Nothing really makes sense to me anymore. My dreams are blurred with reality, and I don't know how to distinguish between them anymore. Oh well. I don't really think I can do much about that can I?
This all happens when I'm sick, because I always end up with way too much time on my hands. And when I have way too much time on my hands, I think too much. And that is never good for anyone... Especailly me.
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