Ugh, people...

Okay I'm done trying to be there for people who just don't bother... Today I have pretty much lost a best friend. It sucks because she is blaming me for everything and saying its all my fault when its her aswell.. I don't know how it came to this but maybe its for the best? No I highly doubt that.. She was always there and always such good fun but it seems that the past few weeks its been a one sided friendship... She's been going to parties from school and hasn't said anything about them to me. :/ I find this odd cause she was always the one asking me to go with her and telling me about the parties... Now it's just gone and nothings there anymore... I really don't know why this keeps happening to me, like it's not like I'm a bitch or anything... I was always there for her as much as I could be and when I really needed her recently she wasn't there... I just don't get it anymore.. We lost contact last summer and it sucked so bad... Especially with everything that happened too... And we sorted it out and things were all okay again and we were grand then up till now... She thinks I've changed but even if I have, she has too but I'm not complaining about it.. I think that if she wants to change she should be allowed to.. I thought she'd be the same... This is just so sucky... I need better people around me... :(