So today was, well... Different. I went for a job interview type thing for the summer and got two days a week for work experience to start off with.. It could turn into a job, who knows.. The guys that worked there were uber cool and seemed very laid back, I could totally be in that environment... I start this Thursday and we're going out on a shoot.. It should be amazingly awesome. Especially since they said they may need someone to be a patient in the "film" (I don't know what you'd call it) and they looked at me :) it'd be cool if I got that ^_^ It's every Thursday and Friday over the summer so at least its going to give me something to do, thats always a plus...
Anyways, things with my parents are just so weird it seems surreal. It all feels like a bad dream for me... One that I can't seem to wake up from.. I'm so thankful though that I have Ronan.. He's so amazing and has helped me through so much, and is helping me through this.. He's offered for me to stay at his tomorrow so I can get away and I am definietly going to try and stay. I have always wanted to spend the night with him, just cause he's so awesome.. But also spending time away from my house will be good for me.. And if it's with him it'll be better cause I can really be myself with him... He promised he'd let me cry if I need to.. <3
Besides all that, I got my school report today.. It wasn't too bad although my mom was disappointed with sport but its only sport and who gives a crap about that? Well clearly people do, alot of people do but I'm not one of them much to my mothers disappointment... Oh well... I rocked in music and that was awesome, I got 84% on my end of year exam and, fuck yes, but that rocks. :)
I'm going to Wexford this weekend.. I'm going to be staying with my ex which should be interesting... She's awesome and all but claims she loves me... She really doesn't though.. I really don't think she's ever experienced it before... :/ Oh well.. It should make an interesting few days... Lots of fun for me anyway xD which is very muchly needed... :) I just hope I don't make a balls of it though like I usually do... Here's to hoping...
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