Mistakes...

Do you ever get that feeling after you've gotten rid of a person from your life, that it was the wrong thing to do? Even though personally you feel much better and not so stressed out? Do you ever feel guilty after doing something for yourself at someone elses expense? Yeah I have that right now... This girl was a liar, a cheat, an attention seeker in my eyes, and didn't seem to have any shame whatsoever... Yet now she seems to miss me.. Even though I don't know her 3 months... And now I feel bad about it? What the fuck is up with that? Seriously... I shouldn't feel bad. I shouldn't feel anything. She was pretty much a bitch. And now I fucking feel bad! I hate this. It's fucking bullshit! It should not be like this. I should not feel anything like this. I should just be able to not care. I thought I was indifferent about this entire situation, but apparantly I'm not. Fuck sake... And now I don't know what to do about this? Ugh... I hate being so bloody nice about stuff like this... Oh well, I guess it'll work out itself right? Well here's to hoping.