Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Hi, My name is Saoirse, and I scare boys. :)

What I have come to notice recently is that I have the ability to scare the male gender. Me. An innocent looking, 5'5 girl, who isnt exactly extremely strong. If you saw me on the street you wouldn't look twice, and thats just how I am... But what I have noticed is that I have a scary temper, that when I even think about it after, it shocks me... I guess it does show me that I am not what peopel expect, that I'm something that people dont think or even realise I am.. I like that. I suppose it means that nobody will really know me until they see that part... And if they still want to know me after that, then I know iI won't ever really lose them... Which is a very comforting thought... I know for sure that there is one person I will not lose, ever, which reassures me that if he won't ever leave, then maybe other people won't either... Like obviously every relationship has their own issues and nothing is ever perfect in any relationship, whether it be a friendship or a romantic one, but if the bond is strong enough and both people value it enough, there can be a time when there's a fight, and it looks like its all over... And there can be no talking for whoever long, but it can be sorted out, and then its all okay again. The only way things will ever end between two people is if they both don't want to sort anything out, or if neither value the relationship enough to try anymore... Thats the sadest thing about the human race, the fact that people are so stubborn that they'd throw away an amazing friend, or an amazing boyfriend/girlfriend, just to prove that they're not 'weak' or that they are 'right', so basically, over being stupid or pathetic and not wanting to bother to save what they have or had. This is how most friendships and relationships are ended and its just... Very sad...

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