GAAAAH.

I want him. I want him more then ever right now. I don't know why I want him so bad now. Why now it's any different. But it is different. It's very different. I want to be his again, to be able to go out with him and hold his hand. To be able to hug him and be held by him and not worry about what people are gonna say about it. I don't want to think about what anyone thinks about it. I don't want to have this thing, whatever it is, stopping me from being with him again... I want to stop having this conflict in my head. I need to sort this out... Badly. And very soon... >_< I need help...